A Source Of Passion

We want what keeps us fighting,
A desire fed by the constant reigniting,
Of a source so potent, the fumes seem so inviting.
To a heart of solemn and solitude, a fortune of fallen dues,
Reimbursed by the valiant moods,
Of those who sit at an avalanche of altitudes,
Awaiting the arrival of a new means of fuel,
To keep the flame of passion burning strong.

Unlucky

I don't believe in war, just a burning bridge short of mutiny.
The devil dogs force out a roar; the basilisks of distorted apathy.
Torment never fought my battles and I run more than I stand my ground,
I'm being sucked down the Colorado without a paddle, only force to swim.
The current is always getting fiercer, and my body cannot withstand the waves,
Seven years from the broken mirror, my luck remains in the graves.

Too Far Away

I've grown captive to fear,
Every second drags on to an eternity,
My depression feeds off my anxieties.
Time keeps slipping through my fingers,
But I waste away as nothing;
Absent from who I used to be,
And ever so distant from who I am yet to become.

One Day

Dreams like rivers flowing,
Moonlit nights holding the glows in,
Attracted to a life that there is no hope in,
Praying for the day there is a happy end.

Help?

There's been a drought,
so dry this earth has been,
dying, day by day,
rotting amongst itself,
shall it be revived,
or with the heat devour its life?

You Know

Once I have dreamt of a girl who was magnificently amazing
in every way, shape, and form, she held my heart close,
but to my sorrow, my eyes kept dry,
for i was saddened from the times that she cried,
from the choices i made to not be with her,
what a terrible decision, a burden so worn,
like a velvet cape it swiftly choked me,
just like a noose grasping my neck, oh so tightly,
but i always recalled my love for her,
and told myself why i had to be with her,
because it was not an obsession or a mad man love,
but an amazing feeling, like watching a dove,
fly gracefully, proud, in the air so swine,
this girl that i love, and she was so divine!
her beauty and way her personality played,
such a big role, like a theater show stage,
but nothing was planned, this wasn't an act,
I love this girl dearly, and that is a fact!
but the times she was sad from my neglectful behavior,
was not so respect for my significant savior,
from the moment i looked, deep within her eyes,
i felt warm embrace, as a miracle surprise,
and as i had wish i could only say,
the reason that i did love her this way,
it wasn't easy to think of a story to tell,
or a poem to write, about her being, her smell,
i shuffled through my words of an amazing description,
no pain involved to cause a horrible infliction,
for i did not know the right words to speak,
i felt like a nerd, a n00b, a geek!
but then i realized the thing i could say all along,
by admitting my feelings that i had for her in song,
and I'd sing it to her daily, monthly, by week,
even if she thought i was a big freak,
but in the end i just wanted her to know,
I'm sorry for neglecting you, I love you, you know..

Why We Walk (How I Love You)

It seems like a hole is emerging,
a gaping chasm of fate,
a twist, a turn, a thrill, a very depressing state,
from the moments of life I've been away from you,
leave my eyes soaked, quite wet, yes it's true,
for this everlasting longing just to be with you,
it's not a disease but a desire I choose,
for you to have my heart, and all of my life,
that's why I want you to be my wife,
so i can have someone to be with, for the love i have given,
for this journey we will taken, so far was well driven,
just a couple bumps along the way, no biggie,
but as move along it's starting to get tricky,
but i wont give up hope, nor will i ever,
i have complete faith for us being together,
from no to forever, there is no obstacle,
too large nor to bulky, to replace this feeling in my skull,
also I'm my heart and my soul, it is engraved into stone,
as deep as you please, and it punctures the bone,
it sounds a bit scary but it's really just intense,
but it's more solid and more sturdy then a fence,
a wall, a barricade, nor this time can keep me from,
believing and chasing the feelings that have become,
so deep and important to be with you, I know my life revolves around you!
but baby, don't cry when the time seems a bit long,
for it will go by, so listen to this song,
this poem of how i cope with my fear,
my pain and my anxiety, for all you shall hear,
is the amount of love i have given to you,
and every feeling admitted is 100% true,
so please don't be sad, depressed as some say,
we'll be living together someday,
we just need to take this dilemma and push it away,
wake ourselves up to this new reality,
because this brown piece in the jar may cause much pain at first,
but in order to mend, we must cleanse and disperse,
for these moments i await the arrival of you,
we will understand ourselves within a much deeper view,
and though it is tough, it's what we have to do,
so come on baby, don't feel so blue,
just take my hand, and follow me through,
this road is not so confusing if we take it as two,
so keep your chin up, and I'll raise my own too,
and I'll sing to you baby, of how much i love you.

Here To Last (Forever)

Forever is our love,
never shall it fade,
graceful as a dove,
marching like a parade,
a promise to be kept,
no mourning where we speak,
always as a bond,
never to be broken,
so much more of worthiness,
not an honor token,
marriage in the future,
meeting in the past,
forever shall I love you,
this is here to last.

As A Whole

As the days move on,
and the distance seems longer,
i await for the rescue of my hero,
for which it means so great,
a true love of this state,
for the one I will be bonded with,
bound by the cause of fate,
and what an amazing destiny this is,
very rare and very lucky,
and though some days i may feel yucky,
sick as a dog, and cold and lonely,
I'll always know your my one and only,
that's always enough to keep a smile on my face,
and ill wear it proud and tell of such grace,
of which you have brought,
my life as a whole,
without you I'm a hole,
your my other half,
I'll never let go,
this is my life, our life,
i share with you everything,
and too see your bright glistening eyes,
staring me back, and the amazing smile,
keeps me reminded,
of how happy we have become,
we will be together forever,
stuck together like gum.

E is what you mean

Let's with the fact that you amaze me,
like a fascinated child with waves of The Great Sea,
a bond that could never, ever break me,
its so insane , the feeling is so intensely,
running through my veins, oh so quickly,
like a snake slithering nearly ten feet,
a second, within the pounding of a heart beat,
I'd would die if you ever chose to leave me,
so i melt every time you smile and speak to me,
I'm just so happy even though you probably can't see,
that my emotions run so deeply,
but be aware that I never want to cheat thee,
you, yourself will always be my lovely,
and though its stated everyday, all so bleakly,
I just want you to know that I always plan to keep ye',
in my heart for all of eternity,
and also know, your my number one priority,
and I love you so I'll tell you oh so sweetly,
that i love you babe, your worth everything to me.

The Husband And Wife

An unfamiliar bed, in an unfamiliar world,
just another face, a new relation to be hurled,
just like all the others, what's the difference with this,
no meaningful cause, these unbearable wits,
dim and dusty, dark and musty,
silence of the living, the gears squeaky and rusty,
add another hopeless fate onto your dish,
and replace your full course meal with the bones of a fish,
tragic indeed, but here's the real deal,
leave this depression and show how you feel,
though this grim, morbid world may have seem so bleak,
there's someone to bring the light, just as we speak,
she's angelic and passionate, can relate very well,
you can share your beliefs and she'll have some to tell,
A miracle you say, maybe insinuated fate?
but grasp this chance with embrace, before it's to late,
because this is a one in a million chance, to seize this women who you love,
not in vulgar force, but gentle as a dove,
her smile will wipe away the tears from your eyes,
and will proudly be known as your lover, not prize,
though the journey is so long, it may seem real far,
but take that one chance, forget your old scars,
because this is the beginning of a new kind of life,
married together, the husband and wife.

A Warning

Speechless to the aspect of interepting the facts,
very few words gain the lack of respect,
but by fools all as none,
the strength remains weak,
like a cork in the bottle, another new message to seek,

So frequently awaiting a time to advance,
this difficulty is rising of mainly romance,
and the tragedies still haunt,
the force abides vicious,
while agony feels good, but it smells so suspicious,

Yet we imagine the terms,
erased from the pages,
the titles gone blank,
though they were there for ages,
and all of the beliefs, like the one's from the past,
had been altered away,
from the first to the last,

now please be aware of the problem that I hold,
in front of your face, the blood runs cold,
and remember the warnings and signs of regret,
do not enrage, or death with be met.

The Keeper

Tension is rising into the sky,
The ashes lay at that bed of the end,
At the foot of the threshold,
Lies a body of spirit,
Half saint, half devil,
The markings along the floor,
Represent a ghostly past,
Continuously haunting on what may lie beyond

Into the night figures shift and shape,
The eerie presence drowns out hope,
Through the vigilant forest stands the keeper,
The ruler of what is all and what is none,
Burns entrail his hands,
As scars and disfigures appear repetitively,

At an ever-so graceful way,
The keeper guides out a hand and points to the north,
As the lingering spirits and soul remain and linger,
They look in confusion and awe,
Nothing is visible,
They are blinded by the light,
The keeper then carries them away,
into the depths of the beyond,
not a pleasant day has this been.

Revolting Courage

Defeated in the battle for glory,
Got lost in the pages of my story,
Trying to forget my past and thoughts,
Oblivion encases in knots

In this use of my vulgar torment,
Words will distort into phrases, spent
As a way to release revulsion,
And exploit my mental compulsion.

Forevermore

you speak and see that i am not me
the shadowy figure that you see,
is an illusion created by a dream
that i have kept, locked up inside
out will come my dignity my fear and my pride
and all i need now is you now
to show me the door that is too far down
and only and only forever and only and only and ever for-only
a short time....

turn against our recent arguments and thoughts
but don't avoid them, it's not worth the risk
don't try to neglect all the feelings that you have, just let time
go aghast between the foundation that you made
and let them storm on out to the old beats of the parade

but now, I'm hopeless, and i feel emotionless
because now i, don't need a reason, to be of treason
in the time it takes to show you how i feel
I'm not alone now, it's just a season, anyways...

Bring on down the fact, that you kept all bottled up inside
come on speak it out now, please do not be obliged
the fear of waiting only grows
the numbness increase in my toes
before i leave i need to know
should i stay of must i go?
do i have to go?

but still I'll wait and I'll stay
as much as it seems like misery
and I'll try, I'll move on
as long as that's what you want me to do
forevermore

Struggling

City lights, suffocate the moonlight,
Darkness brings the hope of evil,
The thoughts of brilliant, gruesome minds,
spread the plague of fear, here forth.
And Through the alley, of the reckoned and the damned,
lies a man, his hard is black,
the times away from his newborn daughter,
wasting away his life, with a harmful grin.

Speak out and lecture to this man, if you dare,
he will remain silent, strictly for hours on end,
Dare to touch him, he will simply wisp away,
to the chambers, the streets of his dismay,
another moment of speaking to his flesh,
will turn the angry man simply to your death!

Though his wife and daughter will remain to struggle,
there is no hope for this man who soon will be
the broken and the beaten,
lost but never found,
never to return,
both feet on the ground,
his life is over, his family's life is to,
they still love him, hope its just a mood,
but as they don't no, quicker will he fade,
this man just shot himself swiftly on the day.

No Hope's Lost

engraved in stone, yet easily amended,
laid a story which foretold a destiny,
of many souls, yet the creator had planned out the bests and worsts,
and made a strong compassionate decisive,
to concur, nonetheless, were at true disposition,
and to regain their sanctity, he put them to a test....

for their own fates would be judged by themselves under the influence of what he had written, he hinted through symbolistic values, and morales,
but the souls were too blind, not by light, but by darkness itself,
he gave them light, but they wandered away, the cower in the corners of the room as he reaches out a hand, yet they move away, simply in distress.

yet the creator never lost heart, and kept at his work,
the souls grew old and began to wither,
his fears had come true and he began to quiver,
as he had once said himself, and to his own shock he found,
a quote that even to him, it would astound.
"you can lead a horse to water, but you cannot make it drink"
and he simply smirked and said, no hopes lost, even when your dead.

Light

Inspired by a light that remains untouched,
It wanders throughout our minds,
Its purpose to spark intellectuality, for all to bear,
Time sends it spiraling down forth,
Plummeting at the speed of light,
Engulfed in the brightness of one's soul,
To capture this light,
One must be willing to sacrifice, themself,
And their mind, through the state of enlightenment,
Now, and forever.

Future

Need to tighten the grip, that we hold,
all the illusions remain untold,
hold your head up high and listen close,
this is not the end, so make the most

Take apart the feeling of being depressed,
out from your heart, out of your chest,
brainstorm your actions in a line,
a paragraph, a sentence, whatever is fine

You need to bring the soul out of your eyes,
cover up your thoughts, it's your disguise,
always remain aware, all of the time,
answers, to the questions, you cannot find

Search long and hard, but don't return,
the path you lead, will always let you learn,
from the mistakes that you make,
the future ain't hard, so take a break..

Hippo

Here comes the hippo!

see him in his mood,
he's angry, he wants food
please just go away, i don't want to be trampled today
now he is charging and his only thought is barging
even though I can flee, he'll still come to devour me!

Run, run, run
here comes the stampede
run, run, run
i hope he does not succeed
FLEE, FLEE, FLEE
and he keeps coming
FLEE, FLEE, FLEE
it's useless to keep running

The more we avoid his perilous attack,
the more he will gnaw and hack
come one, come all, see this crazy thing
his teeth piece faster then a plain-old bee sting

Here he comes!
No stop now!
Run, Run, Run!
FLEE, FLEE, FLEE!