The Keeper

Tension is rising into the sky,
The ashes lay at that bed of the end,
At the foot of the threshold,
Lies a body of spirit,
Half saint, half devil,
The markings along the floor,
Represent a ghostly past,
Continuously haunting on what may lie beyond

Into the night figures shift and shape,
The eerie presence drowns out hope,
Through the vigilant forest stands the keeper,
The ruler of what is all and what is none,
Burns entrail his hands,
As scars and disfigures appear repetitively,

At an ever-so graceful way,
The keeper guides out a hand and points to the north,
As the lingering spirits and soul remain and linger,
They look in confusion and awe,
Nothing is visible,
They are blinded by the light,
The keeper then carries them away,
into the depths of the beyond,
not a pleasant day has this been.

Revolting Courage

Defeated in the battle for glory,
Got lost in the pages of my story,
Trying to forget my past and thoughts,
Oblivion encases in knots

In this use of my vulgar torment,
Words will distort into phrases, spent
As a way to release revulsion,
And exploit my mental compulsion.

Forevermore

you speak and see that i am not me
the shadowy figure that you see,
is an illusion created by a dream
that i have kept, locked up inside
out will come my dignity my fear and my pride
and all i need now is you now
to show me the door that is too far down
and only and only forever and only and only and ever for-only
a short time....

turn against our recent arguments and thoughts
but don't avoid them, it's not worth the risk
don't try to neglect all the feelings that you have, just let time
go aghast between the foundation that you made
and let them storm on out to the old beats of the parade

but now, I'm hopeless, and i feel emotionless
because now i, don't need a reason, to be of treason
in the time it takes to show you how i feel
I'm not alone now, it's just a season, anyways...

Bring on down the fact, that you kept all bottled up inside
come on speak it out now, please do not be obliged
the fear of waiting only grows
the numbness increase in my toes
before i leave i need to know
should i stay of must i go?
do i have to go?

but still I'll wait and I'll stay
as much as it seems like misery
and I'll try, I'll move on
as long as that's what you want me to do
forevermore

Struggling

City lights, suffocate the moonlight,
Darkness brings the hope of evil,
The thoughts of brilliant, gruesome minds,
spread the plague of fear, here forth.
And Through the alley, of the reckoned and the damned,
lies a man, his hard is black,
the times away from his newborn daughter,
wasting away his life, with a harmful grin.

Speak out and lecture to this man, if you dare,
he will remain silent, strictly for hours on end,
Dare to touch him, he will simply wisp away,
to the chambers, the streets of his dismay,
another moment of speaking to his flesh,
will turn the angry man simply to your death!

Though his wife and daughter will remain to struggle,
there is no hope for this man who soon will be
the broken and the beaten,
lost but never found,
never to return,
both feet on the ground,
his life is over, his family's life is to,
they still love him, hope its just a mood,
but as they don't no, quicker will he fade,
this man just shot himself swiftly on the day.

No Hope's Lost

engraved in stone, yet easily amended,
laid a story which foretold a destiny,
of many souls, yet the creator had planned out the bests and worsts,
and made a strong compassionate decisive,
to concur, nonetheless, were at true disposition,
and to regain their sanctity, he put them to a test....

for their own fates would be judged by themselves under the influence of what he had written, he hinted through symbolistic values, and morales,
but the souls were too blind, not by light, but by darkness itself,
he gave them light, but they wandered away, the cower in the corners of the room as he reaches out a hand, yet they move away, simply in distress.

yet the creator never lost heart, and kept at his work,
the souls grew old and began to wither,
his fears had come true and he began to quiver,
as he had once said himself, and to his own shock he found,
a quote that even to him, it would astound.
"you can lead a horse to water, but you cannot make it drink"
and he simply smirked and said, no hopes lost, even when your dead.

Light

Inspired by a light that remains untouched,
It wanders throughout our minds,
Its purpose to spark intellectuality, for all to bear,
Time sends it spiraling down forth,
Plummeting at the speed of light,
Engulfed in the brightness of one's soul,
To capture this light,
One must be willing to sacrifice, themself,
And their mind, through the state of enlightenment,
Now, and forever.

Future

Need to tighten the grip, that we hold,
all the illusions remain untold,
hold your head up high and listen close,
this is not the end, so make the most

Take apart the feeling of being depressed,
out from your heart, out of your chest,
brainstorm your actions in a line,
a paragraph, a sentence, whatever is fine

You need to bring the soul out of your eyes,
cover up your thoughts, it's your disguise,
always remain aware, all of the time,
answers, to the questions, you cannot find

Search long and hard, but don't return,
the path you lead, will always let you learn,
from the mistakes that you make,
the future ain't hard, so take a break..

Hippo

Here comes the hippo!

see him in his mood,
he's angry, he wants food
please just go away, i don't want to be trampled today
now he is charging and his only thought is barging
even though I can flee, he'll still come to devour me!

Run, run, run
here comes the stampede
run, run, run
i hope he does not succeed
FLEE, FLEE, FLEE
and he keeps coming
FLEE, FLEE, FLEE
it's useless to keep running

The more we avoid his perilous attack,
the more he will gnaw and hack
come one, come all, see this crazy thing
his teeth piece faster then a plain-old bee sting

Here he comes!
No stop now!
Run, Run, Run!
FLEE, FLEE, FLEE!

Jumbled

what's this floating above my head?
is it a dream or something to dread?
hopefully it's not a nightmare of pain,
misery is just as worse, yet it matters nothing less,

time will stop and repeat again until the answer is the end,
the moments lost, as done before, are similar to the found,
though my agony lays in the bed of the dead
my soul will continue to rise above the only thing that keeps me alive

ambition,
the meaning in a lost dream,
clench your fists and raise them high,
the worst you can do is fear to die,
yet this road maybe shaky,
who is the one that will show me the way?

No Blood

Please, oh please, let me go.

Start with the ending and work to the beginning
Time is rushing faster than it seems to be
So let off your anger and stay away from danger
Because I'm no hero indeed

Break away from nothing, and add yourself to something
Destroy the beast within you...

Make up your mind now there's nothing left, don't sigh,
Though memories haunt through your skin
Take all your regrets and cultivate your aspects

This time your plot won't succeed!

Plight your own vengeance, will start will the pendants
That withered away in the wars
We'll rest, oh so quickly, this time you'll feel sickly,
And luckily there is no cure...

Break away from nothing, and add yourself to something
Destroy the beast within you,
Seek out your ending and start a new beginning, because
This time there's nothing to bleed.

Gibberish

OK, that's it, here it goes...

I've been dispatched from the back of a camel's back,
i can't beseech, barely reach, what I'm trying to preach,
i let it out, for about, maybe an hour or two,
20 seconds later and i am thinking of you,
i can't decide, to live my life with or without?
too much pressure, can't even measure to the the point that i doubt,
it's just a habit, let me have it, i forget what it's about,
truly, dearly, darling, dearly, listen closely i say,
let the gibberish I'm speaking, affect you in every way...
i am out of control, i feel like i lost my soul, can't replace my thoughts with sympathy,
what has gotten into me?
i am sitting here, writing about plainly nothing but it's something, i don't know it sort of comes out,
in the form of a song thats mangled and distorted,
it really makes me feel like i am Publish Postmentally retarded...
raise your head, look at me, to this song for you to grieve,
my minds confused so much, that i can barely find a way to breathe,
yet i continue to move on,
just by typing this weird song,
and for small, or maybe long, the words will touch your heart,
they taste tart, yet it's time for me to part,
cause in the end, i will suspend, by telling that i cannot write an ending,
for myself...

In For Life

Take the darkness and swallow it whole,
'cause the next trend I'm setting, gonna have to make it roll,
with the beats and the sounds of the boombox groove,
freestyle rap can't even risk making a move,
because it's ten cents in, for your sense out,
fifty till you win, and eighty to pussy out,
'cause the boy in the back, said that he don't owe jack,
and the mobs be coming out, faster then a dealer selling crack..

Now I know you'll be saying that I'm shifty,
but the lies that you create sort of sound really thrifty,
breakdown hallways, and train ways, along the good ol' boulevard,
taking shots, smoking pot, in the back of the graveyard,
with their heads held high as the state that they're in,
the hell with their lives, even if the lose they win,
Forty days, forty nights, sailing the ship, all uptight,
no doubts about nothing except not surviving just one night,
until one fateful day when they awoke with a fright,
handcuffed and in chains, the answer was not quite right,
it looked they had killed a man in a fight, but they didn't,
then one's around grinned as they stared,
the guard in the back suggested for them to be scared,
'cause there was no turning back, not even for a strife,
there's no way to leave they were in there for life...

The Lost Life

Eaten alive from the inside out,
your ambitions you crave are so thoroughly stout,
in integrity you remain without a doubt,
your conscience is lying, there's no need to shout!

the speakers are crumbling, from the distortion they hold,
your final seconds of fame, become nothingness like mold,
though the days you have spent searching for your gold,
will never be held again, now don't you feel bold?

now you are dieing inside, in a horrible mess,
it's worse then bleeding out fire, searing pain in your chest,
memories now remain scars of the past,
the moment you left, i lost my life, so fast...

Trickery

I thought it would be good,
to make an everlasting wish,
of a hopeful silence to be blessed,
oh so ever yonder the depths of the blue,
and to my surprise,
i was tricked by the fool which laid inside,
not a blessing but yet a curse,
that swallowed me into the dark.

Succession

Seems sweet at first, so bittersweet,
but life comes in, knocks you from your feet,
tragedy strikes onto you, in a heart beat,
feels like a race, but there's no need to compete,
it feels like you've lost, but you still keep running,
defeat is so pure, but you smile and start humming,
life is good, at its best and its worst,
even if you don't succeed at first.

Discomfort

despise your hatred, feed it back,
symbolism to faces we don't know,
into the subconsciousness of you,
blacken thoughts are bleeding through

Waste away the time we spent,
an eternity, or just a moment,
speak aloud, stand up now,
no one will see the result

break away in agony,
your selflessness will set you free,
among the ones you need to see,
this is the whole point...

Yell and scream,
out to me,
raise your hands,
come and don't pretend,
moments are awaiting,
the time we know is fading,
the future brings surprises,
so brace yourself, tonight

speak but don't pretend,
fight but don't defend,
this is where we stand,
so, journey on

Are You Happy?

Winding up around my neck,
this vine of regrets, neverless,
I will continue to wander down this path alone,
because the only thing you ever did to me
was cause my fatal lies!

So take your things, pack and go,
your not welcome in my sight, and this is so,
my meaningful words will haunt you now,
leave my life and expect a bow

Cause I'm furious, of all these lies
beserk because i can't believe my eyes,
I am enraged with the burdens you cause,
you ruined my life, and there's still no applause
so are you happy?

Because of your foolish games,
integrity refused to play along,
and just for tearing me bit by bit,
I hope you burn in flames, and yes I do mean it

Cause I'm furious, of all these lies
beserk because i can't believe my eyes,
I am enraged with the burdens you cause,
you ruined my life, and there's still no applause
so are you happy?

Are you happy?
I said are you happy!
Well guess what...
I am miserable!

Misery has never felt so good,
now that I'm burning out hate,
yet I don't feel good;
My memories, will never fade away,
they are seared into mind and are here to stay,
cause I'm miserable!

So are you happy?

Confusion

First let's start with the solution,
then work our way to the problem,
thinking then reacting always causes stress,
but confusion by which means nothing less,
imagine a world with plans already made,
things would move along nicely,
in unison like a parade,
yet i am afraid that this isn't true,
fears are created, easily like food,
plans can change as quick as moods,
and the sky never stays blue,
confusion takes the best,
and best are confused,
this is a war we'll never win,
a fight we'll always lose.

You and Me

Asleep, awake, no matter what you are,
there's no mistake, i wait, i stay,
for you to lead the way, of this, i go,
for long, i will remain, under tolerance, sacrament,
i hope i don't offend you, when i say, that i will not invent,
these untruthful lies, a compromise,
the heart is close to breaking, out of the skies,
just remember what i told you, remember it well,
and say it aloud...

Though it seems like we're drifting away,
the bond we hold, is getting stronger, I must say,
the days that i spend, thinking of you,
are never truly wasted, after all that we've been through-

I'm constantly tempted, with these thoughts on my mind,
but i have yet discovered, the treasure i must find,
and it is you, nothing is more valuable to me,
I say, as long as we're together there's a way,
indeed, i seek, the time that we would keep,
for me, and you, and hang out like we do,
just friends, or more, which ever you'd prefer,
and i say...

Though it seems like we're drifting away,
the bond we hold, is getting stronger, I must say,
the days that i spend, thinking of you,
are never truly wasted, after all that we've been through-

Time will, carry on, and moments, will carry on,
and the way i feel, will always be the same, but if we try,
to make, it grow, we can, and what it will become will so great,
you see, just you, and me, our love will carry on.

Unknown

follow your fortune,
the road may be steep,
but keep at it,
do not except a defeat!

I tore out my worries,
smashed them to bits,
my anger is thriving,
I think past my wits,

This time I'll change my future,
as the old news repeats,
this may be my last chance,
I won't take the heat!

throw away the regrets,
understand the aspect,
and expect your ass to get whipped;

these words are weapons of their own,
their the reason we are alone,
they call to all,
aloud and shown,
but the meaning will forever remain unknown...

Undescribable

Am I Bleeding through my eyes?
The pain i fear burns and aches,
though my memory dances frantic
Talking to myself, I feel paranoid,
yet my mind won't seem to decide it.

Why is this feeling so cruel?
Am I OK, or am I just a fool?
I wish it could be simple, like love,
or like hate, But my compassion is dying,
what a horrid fate!

Betrayal

just so you know, this one is for you

my temper can't withstand,
the problem at the hand,
of selflessness I stand,
and this had not been planned.

give back, remnants replace,
the side of the world that i do not face,
repeat the feeling that i must hold back,
all the things you said, now don't mean jack!

when we were alone, we would laugh and shout,
no second thoughts, not even a doubt,
but then it changed in the shift of a hand,
from chains of hope, to rocks in the sand!

Move on, with your life i say,
don't look back, ever to this day,
'cause if you do, nothing will go back,
remind yourself it don't, mean jack!

Give up, all your mindless thoughts,
though ironic, the mood swings are just plots,
to escape, this path you had lead,
thought i could trust you, but you betrayed me instead...

Him

Boroughed away, beneath the flesh,
hiding amongst the treatures of life,
laid the deceiving serpent that we know,
bleeding us dry, slowly and strongly,
causing only suffering,
make his decision so wisely and keen,
he tortured all beings; to own them, his dream,
though his work was well-done, it always stayed rare,
his plans wouldn't cook, but only flare,
suspicious of power greater than his own,
he damned the whole world, all that was known,
but when he simply blinked his eyes,
his excitement turned to his greif and deny,
the torment of the terror he haBoroughed away, beneath the flesh,
hiding amongst the treatures of life,
laid the decieving serpent that we know,
bleeding us dry, slowly and strongly,
causing only suffering,
make his decision so wisely and keen,
he tortured all beings; to own them, his dream,
though his work was well-done, it always stayed rare,
his plans wouldn't cook, but only flare,
suspicious of power greater than his own,
he damned the whole world, all that was known,
but when he simply blinked his eyes,
his excitement turned to his grief and deny,
the torment of the terror he had just released,
whiplash in his face and took out his feet,
he stumbled back into a crater he new well,
into the depths he went, into the flames of hell.d just released,
whiplash in his face and took out his feet,
he stumbled back into a crater he new well,
into the depths he went, into the flames of hell.

Finding

Drowned out from the fear of denial,
laid a hopeless boy with the lack of heart,
he had not been through much,
he held what he had close,
his misery was sent away from the voice of this ghost

It was not a ghost as stories do say,
more of an angel, with her secretive ways,
of bringing happiness to the sad and to the frail,
she was amazing indeed, and shared a magnificent tale,
Of how love had developed so strongly,
amongst one boy and one girl,
their lives became bonded, like a packaging seal

The boy listened in awe,
as the angel danced through the air,
the story began to twist into something more then a tale,
into reality the events became true,
the boy found the girl he had been searching for so long,
his goal had been reached, the struggle was done,
he smiled at her, and said the words,
"Your amazing, I can't believe I found you.."

Echoes

don't believe, the lies you keep,
locked away, in a trance of sleep,
take a breathe, and breathe in deep,
the road we walk, is long and steep-

nothing to hold against a foe,
knowledge growing and less to know,
the life we lead, is very slow,
comforting, watch it come and go

don't ever say you won't regret!
because your memory, won't forget,
Just pay your dues and your debt,
take a chance, and make a bet

speak to believe
see to succeed
self-center greed
live a fulfilling deed
plant a newborn seed
release your every need
learn from what you read
there's nothing left to bleed!

make your mind up now
tell yourself why and how
don't raise a brow
to the echoes in the distance

Note To Self

Do not try to excel within a category that you believe is enjoyable,
rethink your actions, and start a new journey,
a renewal of what you once knew
what you once were,
a rebirth

to break free of burdens that shall not be bound to soul,
but free from haze,
clarify yourself within the world you know
for the time is short
but the risk takes time

act to this wisdom
as you would do in passion
and rid yourself of any selfless greed,
Think not of yourself, but of those who think of themselves,
pity them,
and invite them into your lives,
and teach them the way of sacrifice, of risk,
of this life we call home,
and this time we call eternity.

Imagine the motions of your regrets,
watch them fade,
fade to nothing,
into the depths of the past,
and as you continue to venture forward,
look for your boundaries over the horizon,
and be ready to surpass them,
with the knowledge you have fulfilled.

The Weight

While i lay awake,
this decision i must take,
to return my compassion,
trade away my agony,
and resort to everything,
lost and found,
like a mumbled speech,
a crumbled belief,
to take away all the pain and grief,
and replace it with deceit,
or burn the depths of flesh and meat,
but i still stand strong,
through all the fuck ups,
no one can see the weight i hold up.

Journey To The Keeper

To the Fortress we go!

Spinning in the weathered road,
Traveling along and so far,
The distance is unlimited, for so far we must go,
Leaving our dust in our tracks, we continue to move on,
Our heads held high, on this twisted narrow path

Along the way we see creatures,
Eyes that burn with hate, and ones that burn with lies,
It'd is hard to capture the truth from their looks,
So ignorance is key, we move along steadily

Murderers and Rapists follow us off of the path for some time,
But we are arrogant,
We simply continue on,
for it's all that we know on this journey here forth

Down in the horizon, the windy brush compacts along the trail,
Making the adventure more difficult to continue, yet we fight through our struggles,
And we make our way through the densities and into the view of our ending point,
The fortress that we longed for was not as we expected it,
It was half engulfed in light and other in dark,
There he stood,
The man who controlled us all, the one,
The only,
The Keeper.

I Don't Mind

I decided to take a shot, that i clearly did miss,
an everlasting mistake, leaving only bruises from my fists,
like a scar of misery, and past regrets,
the one's you'd push away through your cigarettes,
but now it's over and done,
and the only thing this situation has become
is a tragedy, for a burden passed on from you to me...

Silence is deadly, as all sometimes say,
whether its physical or a mental blockade,
so thick you cannot break through it,
and you cover up the weakness with some messed up shit,
but it's over, time will never rewind back,
cause it's delusional to the fact that it don't mean jack,
and do you hear me?
simply not said out loud, this force has been driven so bang out a new crowd.


Never did you think of me freely,
but as a chained up man, by your agony did kill me,
I never got to hear you say your sorry...
so open up your mind and drown out you glory.

Maybe next time you won't be so blind,
live your life like you want, because I don't mind...

Not So Precious

This precious love note, ain't so precious anymore,
Broken promises, lay around, shattered on the floor,
Nothing left for me, this is just now over and done,
You said we'd walk together, but now alone I run.

Torn to shreds, above my head,
I never thought that it would be this way,
Falling to stray, gave everything away,
why couldn't anything stay together?

Moments seem like forever,
Now that your gone, i can't endeavor,
I lay awake, thinking of what,
you use to say, but it never stayed so..

Why did you make things so hard,
I never meant to tear us apart,
I only wanted the best for us,
but somehow it was flawed.

Letting Go

Here in this instance, this very point in time, i find some time
to believe that i've come so far to turn back now and I
will watch my footsteps, as they fade away into the windy skies, oh and I
will still remember the journey that i once had taken

Now, is the time to be aware, of our timeless counter actions, no change altered anywhere,
and still i try to find the reason of this devistation engulfing me into nothing less

momentarily, i'll be distracted by the fires of my own heart, the fear that burns so violently, it hurts,
the is too much, yet still i bind myself in grief, take away my fantasy, hallucinations in the darkness of the room

time is short, so speak, and act, as you can
but dont, ever be afraid to conquer your own lies..

Now, is the time to be aware, of our timeless counter actions, no change altered anywhere,
and still i try to find the reason of this devistation engulfing me into nothing less, nothing more
and by and by, i still search upon this earth, of the stop of which i hearth, back to my time
and though the result simply sears into my skull, bleeding out of my control, i must let go, so i let go.

Unbearable

Face to face,
With the tip of a gun,
Death calls my name,
As my teeth clench tight,
Desperately awaiting the ending,
A time to remember,
Integrity burns black...

Seems like disaster took me by surprise again,
Because a moment away is like an eternal pain,
Throw away your beliefs and replace them with facts,
Resurrection is a not my aspect

To drown in fear of a dying soul,
Is outrageously traumatizing,
Oh, so unbearably so.

Of My Dreams

Dreaming and thinking of the words to say,
something of meaning, not to decay,
with love and virtue, not so much of lust,
but a beautiful girl, with everlasting trust,
I mean this when I say this,
the words are stated so clear,
so please listen closely, I need you to hear,
that of all this time I've been searching for someone,
someone to chase away my fears, and give me hope,
this was such a lucky find, feels like a grope,
But babe, please know this with all my heart,
I love you more than you can see,
and I feel so lucky to be,
the boy that you love,
your the girl of my dreams!

Fatality

Greatly under the influence,
of influenza, a rare misfortune,
we raise our heads, and we take one breathe,
step by step, we lead the way
disaster prone, and the lies have grown,
this pain is getting deeper in my skull,
and when it goes away, the scars will still remain,
and the emptiness will overflow inside,
the emptiness will flow throughout my mind...

The river of a thousand pairs of fatalities, you must beware,
erupted from the spout of luck, the flames will only sear,
a menacing repulsion awaits, so strongly of the words it states,
to stay calm and not be late, because the plan is so irate,
the timing will never belate,
such a wonderful destruction of glory, of honor, of infamy, of society
or maybe it's just you and me; the creature that feeds so violently,
for our time has run out,
and with a smirk the creature will jerk our heads into the dark,
a spinning fate of tragedy, the suffocation of us be,
the last expression of the glee,
to proclaim FATALITY!

Awakening

Once I had dreamed,
I was awakened by an angel,
A goddess indeed,
Her words spoke softly,
They were much a tender breed,
The tone sounded soothing,
As she whispered to me,
Don't worry now,
Forever I’m here...

Though the words were committing,
I nodded in assurance,
Wondered of such a beautiful,
Not a terrible annoyance,
Love struck I was,
In a good fashion as well,
This woman was amazing,
And that I must tell...

Through my hopes and my dreams,
Clearly stayed a fantasy,
I still await my awakening,
Are you the angel for me?