Unbearable

Face to face,
With the tip of a gun,
Death calls my name,
As my teeth clench tight,
Desperately awaiting the ending,
A time to remember,
Integrity burns black...

Seems like disaster took me by surprise again,
Because a moment away is like an eternal pain,
Throw away your beliefs and replace them with facts,
Resurrection is a not my aspect

To drown in fear of a dying soul,
Is outrageously traumatizing,
Oh, so unbearably so.